Later in life, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and struggle every day with this, have to take medicine the rest of my life, disorder.
Even though we have all had hard pasts, some a lot harder then others, let’s not allow our pasts control our future.
I just want to bare my testimony that there is a Heavenly father and Jesus Christ and they love each and every one of us.
He gave us free agency so we could choose right from wrong. It is up to us to choose which path we are going to choose.
I know the Book of Mormon to be the true word of God as long as it is translated correctly.
But we can’t feel happiness if we can feel sad
We need God in our lives by praying, attending church and reading his true scripture to always feel His Holy Spirit with us.
There are some of you who might read this and think, “oh crap, more religious garbage.” I know that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, is the only true church on the earth today.
Later, at the police station, where I was totally hysterical, a kind officer asked if I knew why I was there
You all are my brothers and sisters and I love you all. I say these things in the name of Jesus
Dear angeline25: You are absolutely correct! When my ex was finished with me (a 24 year marriage), he couldn’t just divorce me. After years https://homeloansplus.org/payday-loans-vt/ of mental debasement and shocking treatment, wherein I was left so stunned that I couldn’t even think of anything to say, he moved the ugliest Mexican woman in the world into my home without my consent, and the two of them tried to finish me off.
After months of lock-up in four different mental institutions and two suicide ER where something had to be injected directly into my heart to prevent it from stopping as I had tried to overdose- my mother found me on the floor and called 911, I am finally recovered enough to go onto this blog and see exactly what I had been living with!
He couldn’t just take my computer away from me; he had to block me from my email account. He couldn’t just take my cell phone from me; he had to prevent me from having my own phone number back. I found myself released from jail, where he had the police drag me from my bath on false charges that I had kicked him in the groin but his Mexican woman witnessed it, so I was declared guilty!
I was left at night in 30 degrees and 6in. of snow, out on the sidewalk in front of my own home without anything to survive. My home, a home the judge let him and his Mexican woman live in for a year and a half until the divorce was final!
If I hadn’t had a daughter, there is no way I would not have lived even one night more. I struggled through everything because of her. She loves and depends on me. I have an email in which he tries to get her to stop supporting me as he saw she was my one life-line. Evil is really not adequate for what these people are!
My last memory of my beautiful home was the police dragging me past the living room with the two of them standing sympathetically by watching me be hulled out. I was just catatonic; I couldn’t move or speak.
That is when I found out about the groin kick charge. If I had just actually kicked him in the groin, I might have at least understood and been able to handle what was happening to me.